the man i love..

first time on my life.. i cry for a man..
a man tat might look normal for other ppl..
but for me.. he is special..
im crying not because he hurt me.. but is because he touched my heart..
im crying because im happy..

yeah.. i admit tat i have a crush on him since last year during tuition classes..
it may be fated that we have been in 3 same classes in a week..
i would never believed tat he would add me in friendster n also msn..
i still remember tat nite.. the first time we chat on msn..
if not mistaken.. it is about 1++ am in the morning..
i had insomnia tat nite..
n i saw him on the line.. so i msn him..
he replied me n we chat until bout 3 am..
he told me one day tat he was so tired the nite we 1st chat..
he just came back from dancing practice..
he dun wan to slp jux because he wanted to chat with me until i say i wanna go to bed..
once i ask him..
"do u know i had a crush on u before we know each otheR?
"are you ?!? tell u the truth i have a crush on u too.."
i was like oh my god.. how cum i dun even know?
then he told me tat he wont try his very best to attend all tuition classes..
so tat he wont c me.. eventhough i might not even have a glance on him..
he said "once, i saw fxxxxxx gave u add maths project, my face turn red and i suddenly felt very angry.. then i ask myself why? why am i so angry? n lastly i found tat im jealous.. i tot he is ur bf.. so.. when u tell me he's not im over the moon"

time flies so fast.. it has been 9 months since the first day we've been together..
i admit tat i tot he was playing a fool with me.. but through all this thick n thin..
i found tat he really treat me very nice..
he take good care of me..
he dote me...
he let me bully because he know tat i always love to..
n he's happy to play with me..

we just came back from A Famosa..
we went there with his frens..
when we reach there..
he wants to go swimming but im tired and would like to sleep..
to my surprise.. he accompanied me in the room and waited me to sleep..
then he went swimming..
tat nite... we went to dunno wat carnival..
and suddenly rainning heavily..
he give me his jacket so tat i wonty feel cold..
he wanted me to stay inside while he went outside to video down the show..
my heart ache a lot when i saw him stand below pouring rain..
then i wanted to give him back his jacket.. but he insisted me to wear it...
after tat we went for a 4D film..
he know tat im scared.. so he hug me tightly through the film n cover my ears when it is too loud..
he always sacrifies himself for me..
to my surprise.. all his frens accept me.. we get along very well..
im happy to have him..
he bring a lot of hapiness and laughter to me..
n thank God for creating him..
i would say im crazy in love with him.. xD